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How could people love someone so much they haven't even met?

Why is the physical presence so important for me??
If I died, who is gonna miss me??
Friends and family will miss me first couple of days.
Mom and Dad might cry. Since I don't live with them , they won't miss me in everyday life. Rithia might miss me , when she falls into trouble.
Who else???
-Nobody

I feel so sorry about myself.

যেটা বলা হয়নি...

Its not the number of years that makes a life worthy. its the quality of life !!

অনেকবার শোনা কথা, আজকে এর অর্থটা বুঝতে পারলাম।

The pathetic part is ... I'm living a life, that doesn't have any meaning; not to me, not to anybody else.
I don't know how to turn things around.