নানা রঙের দিনগুলি (ভাল্লাগে না)

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কদিন ধরে কিছুই ভাল লাগছে না। পুরো একটা এ্যঞ্জেল কেক, প্রচুর জাঙ্ক ফুড খেয়েও মন ভাল হচ্ছে না। এই সেমস্টারে তেমন একটা workout করা হচ্ছে না। সবসময় অস্থির লাগে।
Probably I'm to stressed. I 'm running behind in all classes. Don't have any time to study. Don't care about work anymore. Have test , quiz, homework due everyday, besides working longer hours, I don't have any time for myself. I don't like my friends,sister drives me nuts. I hate everything of my life at the moment.

Usually I'm a very constructive, positive person. I take measures to make things better. Last day , I found myself thinking, what if I quit?? Quit my job, study, friends, city, country???

Why does I fall into this every 3 yrs? Am I a escapist??? Is there a way out to break this cycle?

I woke up at 7.00pm; thinking that I'll get off when the alarm ring. I totally forgot to set the alarm. after getting off I check out the time, it was 8.14. I had breakfast, browse FB. taking time to get ready for office. I had to get there by 9.00am. It just didn't struck my mind, til i turn on the TV, and I found they are having another show. then I found I 'm running a hour behind. I mailed Prasana that I'm running late. After getting there, she asked where was I?
- Didn't you get my mail?
-Negative.

I checked my mail, found a typo on the email address.

The other day I found myself, driving without looking. Its just my চেনা পথ,চালিয়ে যাচ্ছি ...